always drinking coffee | forever dreaming about tattoos

Feeling Too Much

I’m emotionally dead
I cried so hard I gave myself a headache
I want to get out
I need an escape so bad
I don’t want to feel this
I can’t do this much longer
I think I need help
I faked it for so long and so well
I dont know what it’s like to actually feel this stuff
Everything came crashing down recently
It’s so damn overwhelming I
have no way out
But I have to find a way
I have no choice
I can’t sit around crying forever
But I don’t even want to talk
Not a single word
I just want to curl up in a corner and disappear
Let the world keep moving on without me for a little while
Someone please come hold my hand
Try to pull me up and out of this endless pain

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About Me

Hello! Welcome! My name is Katy!
You can find me drinking coffee until it’s time for wine. Currently have 5 tattoos, but plans for more are in the works.
I’m a birthmom over 8 years post placement. I’ve been in a birthmom support group since November 2018, and will be leading my own come May 2023.
On Sunday mornings you can usually find me in the nursery or on the production team at church.
Various times throughout the year, you can find me staying with someone’s dog(s) while they’re away on a trip – so don’t be surprised if there are stories or pictures every so often.

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